Sighs...its tiring to be living on a shoestring budget everyday. Its like, there's so many things that I want to do but am unable to afford.

Seriously, I can't imagine what life will be like 10 or 20 years down the road. I am no longer living for myself, I am living for my baby and I can't just do things on a whim. I can't just quit my job just because I don't enjoy what I am doing.

I got to think twice because I have a mouth to feed. I hate living my life like that. I am an Aquarius. We are free people who will not be tied down but here I am, being tied down by this thing in me.

Sometimes I do think if its a mistake. Having a baby so early in life. Are we pushing things a little too far?