Friday, May 30, 2008

I feel mean...

I sit here contemplating whether to tell him that its impossible between us, I can't help start feeling like I've been such a b***h.

I've been leading him on and yet I don't feel the slightest bit for him. Yes, I have been using him, for companionship. Its only at times when I'm alone that I'll think of him.

I should stop this. There's no point in doing this to him and to myself. I must bring up the courage to go to him and let him know how I feel.

I am going through a crossroad at this point of career. Its tough and at times, I do need someone to be there for me but I can't be doing this all the time. Must let him know how I feel!

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