Missing my hubbs...

Yes, I am at work.

Yes, I am slacking again.

YES, I AM procrastinating again!

*LOL*

I love to blog while I'm at work, especially when I'm talking to my CEO.

Imagine my CEO standing right in front of me and my computer, askin me stuff and here I am, typing away at my computer like a professional. wahaha~!

But wait - before you even attempt to do this, please master the skill of typing ALT+TAB without looking. If anything happens, eg. he walks to look at your screen, you can change the screen quick enough without being too obvious.

*TADA* Now you know my trick!

Now is 4.52pm. I'm only finish work at 5.45pm.

I'm missing my hubby like crazy. heehee...

We do the same old thing every time.

Meet for dinner, walk around Toa Payoh Central/AMK/Bishan for a while and then head to my place where we'll just sit down, cuddle up and watch TV.

Its a routine already. Yeah, yeah, I know it might sound boring to you but thats what I call lurve okay?! Just to be beside each other, we need nothing more. heehee...

Okay, it 4.55pm already. :p

Finally managed to get my blog done!!

Woah, finally!

You get to see my finished or at least half done blog. It took me two working days to get it done. Had to spend time sourcing for a good and simple template and stuff...*sighs*

Now that I've got my blog done up, I'll have one less thing to help me waste time at the office. lol..

Hey, don't think I don't have work to do okay...I'm just procrastinating..lol

Failed....Doomed to die a FATARSE!

Okay...I failed. I did not manage to walk up early to go for runs.

Sighs...How can I bear to leave the warmth of my bed early in the morning to torture myself?

Okay. This time I shall try to do it in the evenings instead. Heehee...

Since I can't bear waking up in the mornings then its running in the evenings!

Smart eh? Bleah..I will try..

I must, I must, I must lose that flab!

My Exercise Regime

I've had enough of being fat! I must lose those excess weight!

I've came up with an exercise regime that I must follow!

Wake up at 6am every Tuesday and Thursday for early morning 45mins jog.

Every Monday, Wednesday and Friday are for evening swims after work.

That I must do!

Its get thin or die trying!

I wanna be skinny at least once in my bleddy life!! ARGH!!!!

Why can't I lose weight?!

I have no idea why...

I can never lose weight. I wanna be skinny for once and wear nice, beautiful clothes!

Its not like I gorge myself silly or what..

My meals are usually very simple. I make the effort to take breakfast because they say that it kick starts one's metabolism for the day. I usually take something light like a "pao" or a sardine puff. I try to skip lunch and i munch on biscuits in the late afternoon and for dinner, I'll usually go for soupy dishes so that I get full by drinking soup. Is that alot?!

Why issit that some people will not put on weight no matter how f**king much they consume and yet people like me can gain all the weight even if we live on just plain water? Its so unfair!

I don't deprive myself of sinful food because I know that the more I try to deprive myself of it, the higher the possibility of be gorging later on. I try to keep away from fried and oily food but why the hell am I putting on weight instead of losing it??

Life is so freaking unfair!

I'm thinking of going for lapband surgery. A procedure that puts a band around my stomach so that the food will be digested slower and I can fill fuller for longer.

I wanna get to my ideal weight of 50kg and I don't freaking care if I die trying.

How fast time has passed...

I have been searching Facebook and Friendster for the past week or so trying to seek out friends whom I have lost contact with. Friends whom I share great memories with.

Be it happy or sad memories, they will always remain a part of me.

No matter friends or foes, I wanna add them to my friend list.

Over the years, I have learnt how to forgive and forget. All the falls that I suffered, I have learnt to take them as lessons that taught me how to stand tall and walk straight ahead.

Yup, I'm old. lol..

Looking back, I cherish those memories. The tears that I've cried, my loud infectious laughter.

Its these bits and pieces that form my life. Yes, it may be different if I walked another path, the path that scholars go but hey, that wouldn't be Ivy.

Ivy has evolved over the years. You may know me back then but do you know me now?

Hey, I am different! Get to know me all over again and you may be surprised. :)

I promise I will never get so wasted ever again...

Tuesday night is a nightmare...

I got so damn pissed drunk that I can't even remember what the hell happened.

My memory stopped at 9pm but I only got home at about 11pm and I fell asleep at 1am.

Damn it...

I got a beautiful pressie in the form of a huge bite from my previous manager on my arm. It hurts, until today!

I can't believe I got that wasted...should have stopped the moment we finish the first bottle.

Duh...a little too late to say only now...

Spent Wednesday puking my guts out.

All the alcohol in me has gotta find a way out.

Hated the taste of puke in my mouth. Took me the entire day to fully recover from the freaking hangover.

I will never do it again...

I must remember...the effect of hard liquor only kicks in later.

The problem with me is I start off very fast, drinking like a thirsty camel only to regret it when the effect of the alcohol kicks in later.

I must...change that habit..