Not flying after all!

Thank goodness, I don't need to fly!!

All alone to Philippines...

Not that I fear flying, I fear failing at my job.

I could lose my rice bowl ya know...

I think my CEO is crazy...

He is thinking of posting me to the Philippines to close an account!

Alone!! I've got to go alone. I can't believe it...

Come on, I've just started this job for barely 3 months, I haven't had the chance to sell our company's product to local customers yet and there he wants me to go to Philippines alone?!?!

I reckon that he is freaking crazy!

The worse thing is...he expects the account to be closed. Failure is not accepted and my failing to do so may just cause me to be condemned...

I keep my fingers crossed that the rep in Philippines has done his job and did enough to close the account in the Philippines so that I will not have to go...

Promotion??

I can hardly believe it. I'm not even a confirmed staff of the company yet!

Its only coming two months that I've going this company and yet I'm being pushed to take over my manager's position as regional sales manager?

Ok...I was expecting to climb up to that position some day but I was supposed to undergo training for at least one year! Sighs...

My CEO is stressing my manager to move to Australia to take over the business there. My CEO wanted to employ another manager for SEA but my current manager is already the 8th manager (the rest all quit withnin 3 months) and he is the longest staying one.

The truth is, there is just too much crap in Asia. Whoever takes over my manager has got to be able to solve problems and be very quick thinking.

Sighs...Things have been confirmed. My manager will be taking over Australia in January next year and his stuff will be handed over to me. Though he will still be supervising me, I have to really start learning everything fast, very very fast...

Its a major challenge for me....Am I able to take it up?

Gained 6kg in like what...4months?

damnit...i knew it, i just knew it. i was turning into a puddle of oil!

freak it...put on 6kg! how can one put on so much weight so quickly? shit...

why cant the weight drop off just as easily?

there must be a conspiracy somewhere. god must have made a mistake when he created me. that explains why i get fat even when drinking just water.

is he playing a joke on me? damn....must cut down on everything...

no fried or oily stuff. no more bachormee dry...can only take soup. apparently its less fats.

more exercise...have to start thinking of a way to ride to work...damn shit...

Civil Servants with Tattoos

Somthing that i cannot comprehend...why aren't the civil servants in singapore not allowed to have tattoos?

seeing that armies from other countries have got lots of tattoos, that makes me wonder...

have you watched fear factor? the one where the US civil servants competed against each other? what caught my attention was their tattoos.

it makes me realise that singapore is still so conservative in our thinking!

does tattoos make one a worse person? i think not. i once heard that the us sailors put tattoos so that if they died out at sea and their bodies are found, their bodies can be recognised by their tattoos.

if singapore soldiers died at sea, how are they gonna be recognised? i mean, yeah, there is such a thing as dna and all sort of stuff but i think that if my husband was gonna be dead with his face beyond recognition, i would want to see that tattoo of my name on him. its a mental consolation ya know? lets me know that its really him and not just some other dead soldier.

i will want something that i can cling onto...

Handphones and laptops

i love handphone. i love my htc touch. i love all pda phones. haha...

due to my current job, i love all pda phones that allow me to check my mail on the go.

although i am already holding to one, i still have my eyes on the htc touch pro and htc diamond.

i cant stop buying phones. they are the only things that i can bear to splurge on. heeeheee...

speaking of laptops, i want one and i need one now! am thinking of getting the acer aspire one or the msi wind. i want one that is tiny enough for me to carry around and do my work and yes, i am a workaholic.

i can work for 48 hours non stop. yeah i know...bad habits die hard. haha...

The Battle with Fats!

Freak! 70kilos! thats how freaking much i weigh now!

damn...the battle with the demon is gonna start again. the thing about the demon is that i love it. its food lah you tootz. what else can get me so fat?

let me see...what did i have earlier...a old chung kee sardine puff for breakfast and yong doufu for breakfast. is that alot? i don't think so..

then why the hell am i getting so darn fat! all my clothes can't fit anymore!

i'd better start fight the flab. can't imagine how much a change of wardrobe is gonna cost me. i can't afford that!

i need a plan...a weight loss plan, a detox plan and a exercise plan. Shall start cycling to work. no more buses...